Current mood:

curious

Tonight
Adam got here about 5:30 and we left for Nibroc. Toni and Chris didn't get to go.  I went and got cigarettes and gas and we were off. We walked around, and ate. I bought a damn lemonade for 5.00!!! Fries and he got nachos and a water. I also got the cutest Chanel necklace for 5.00.  After that we went to Game stop to see if they had Playboy the Mansion and they didn't. 

We went to his house to Mexican and then to my house and fell asleep. He left at like 1:30am  

Tomorrow we're hitting up the auction.

Now Im sitting here doing homework and chatting. FUN FUN. 

So Im thinking about the future and Im kind of scared shitless.  Adam told me tonight he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me and it would be sooo great for it to work out like that. He's everything I ever wanted in man and Im just SCARED it will end up like the rest. Crashing and Burning.  Mom believe's he'll propose by Christmas but I don't know. I've already bought a bridal magazine and have tried on some rings. Its all I've wanted since I was a child. To get married, have kids and live happily ever after. He and I are too perfect and I know we'll eventually have our disagreements and things but I hope we can work through them.